The Sweetness of my Life

Here he is. He truly is the sweetness I always knew I was missing.

I feel complete and alive. I think back on my past and sure, there is wistfulness mixed with the relief of it being over, but being here now, knowing that I am a wife and mother...nothing can compare to this. I love where I've been...the places I've travelled, the people I've loved....the people I've fucked (yes, I remember those days and there is no regret in it...hell, I met my husband during a threesome...or should I be telling that?). My life has gone so many places, highs and lows. And it has led me here. Being loved truly and forever...It's all been worth it. All the drama, tears, hurts, joys, happiness...all of it led me here, to this perfect little being that adores me. My son. I say that over and over each day. I have a son. He's mine. It's so amazing. I should be the posterchild for all of us who yearn for something, wondering if we'll ever find it. Because I have found it. My life is far from perfect. I am far from perfect. However, I am happy, I am growing, maturing, and the Divine has given me such a gift. He has given me life from my own life. So, don't give up. Truly believe in what you want. Don't let anyone get in your way. Believe it into reality. If I was able to do it, then so can you.

I'd love to hear from any of you. Living out here in the middle of nearly nowhere, we only have access to dialup, so I rarely do anything online, other than check my email. So, here it is. I expect to at least get a little hello from you. k8reeves@hotmail.com

Oh baby!

Here he is. Danny Joe. Almost a week old. He couldn't be any sweeter or cuter. We love him, so much!

Married with (almost) Child

So, I've now been married for over a year. crazy! But, it's so good. Living out in the middle of nowhere Arkansas (it looks like Narnia...really, it does), not working, just reading lots of books and nesting. Yes, nesting. Has it been so long that I've written? Baby is due any day now. I'm just waddling around, waiting. We are so thrilled and blessed.

I know this is very short and that I haven't been keeping up with any of you, or my site, for over a year, but I just wanted to say thanks for being such a huge part of my life, when I really needed the support. I love you all. I'll try to update again, after Baby gets here.

Been a long while

I just happened to be writing an email, when Xanga popped into my head. I haven't been over here in so long, but I wanted each of you to know that this place, our place, is important to me. You've been with me a long time, and we've been through so much together. We know one another on lots of levels and hopefully, just like all strong friendships, even when long stretches of time goes by, when we meet up again, it's as if no time has passed at all.

My life is so new and so good and so nutty, but I will write about that soon. I just wanted you to know I'm thinking about you.

Kate

I've moved. Here I am.

And I sent out an invite, but somehow I think it sent it from this site and not my new one, so to anyone who I sent it to...sorry.